May 2013
It has been so tough to control my desires……….. I hate this so much. Makes my life feel so miserable. I go through moments of endless energy like now. If this what it takes to become strong inside out, it is worth it. Seriously, I never felt as miserable since having the flu. Desires are meant to be relieved. Some could probably relate to this, but cravings have to be...
May 18th
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I feeling so burnt out right now, as if I had a really long day working. I just want to sleep and forget the world. I doubt I have to energy to stay up at all. I really did push myself hard at work the past 4 days.  Staying late and getting extra work done.  Now I have to work. :/  so tired.
May 18th
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This is pretty exciting
Today, I just payed off my old debt. Never thought it would happen, but it did happen. Still have one week left to pay off my car repair. Then I am going to research to see if there is anything left to pay off. I feel like it maybe starting a new life. A free man in some ways.
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just found out I don’t have to clean.
May 18th
“Verily the truth is not known through men; know the truth [first] and you will...”
– Amirul Mou’mineen Ali ibn Abi Talib (A.S.)
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lettersfromdua asked: Hiya! Share 10 random facts about yourself and then pass this on to 10 of your followers :)
May 18th
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One of my weird characteristics as a guy, I actually enjoy cleaning. It gives me a sense I am helping improve my allergies. That is what really keeps me going to clean. I can’t do everything, as long as I can get some help every now and then.
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May 17th
“Today more than ever before, the understanding of Islamic art is an...”
– Seyyed Hossein Nasr, The Heart of Islam: Enduring Values for Humanity (via skycloudsky)
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The extra mile
Ever since I got back from Lebanon, I have been going through a lot. I have also changed a lot becoming more confident, and been told to get fat!!! lol  I am not getting fat, but I am trying hard to build muscle. The healthier weight.I just got protein mix today, mainly because I don’t have much time to prepare a decent meal to eat. I might get around to posting it at some point. My weight...
May 16th
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I couldn’t bear to keep that last post up about what I learned, That man who  said he took a bite of a heart ended up being a lung. I didn’t want to go into detail. I did find out that Time interviewed him on skype….
May 16th
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psychoticmist: if you ever feel bad about yourself remember that george bush was once informed that 4 brazilian people were killed in iraq and he responded ‘how many is a brazilian’
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I got $500 from my uncle finally. I thought I was not going to survive not paying off the last of my padt debt. I just wonder if I can save enough soon. Busy busy at times. This was an unexpected surprise. I suppose to have more coming, but idk when.
May 15th
I want to run in thr cool breeze against my body. Take it easy so my mind can get itself together. I feel as if I got an surge of energy….over kill too much needs released
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“Two things define you: Your patience when you have nothing and your attitude...”
–  Imam Ali (as)
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[[MORE]]I started to realize everyday is becoming more of a struggle. My dad could lose his job at any given day. The family dry cleaning business is taking a big hit from the economy at times. We are at a point have to move now, selling both the house and business. We can not simply afford as we use too. I do not know how stressed I am starting to become with problem after problem. I have been...
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I guess listening to some positive music could give me hope. None of it reminds me of Allah.
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ya hussain
better to remember him than to forget him.
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Sometimes when I feel so much pain or am lost. I tend to open a random page to see if I can find some logical approach to an answer. Better to read it from start to finish though. Maybe inshallah I will start doing that soon. I really think people should do this more often when they face a problem, it can help 100% and there is a guarantee I assume. 
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viewofthenight replied to your post: viewofthenight replied to your post: If I choose… I don’t know, do they? I assumed not because there’s quite a lot of poverty there but maybe that doesn’t determine lol I am just against certain countries for political reasons who support oppression all for money. Not all teams are bad, it is just the government that represents them.  You can continue...
May 14th
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Im gonna say dumb stuff to anger pissed off pro us and Israel soccer fans
May 14th
Im getting on my pc in a little bit after salat. We will discuss this further. Thanks someone for putting some fun into me again for soccer. :)
May 14th
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Brasil, and all European countries stink!!!! Israel too. North American countries too stink with soccer. Yeah claim yo all the best when there is corruption from even the best. I would love to see the US get whooped by the Iranian soccer team!!!!! Show them who is boss!!!!!
May 14th
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When I care about someone, I at least try to show my intentions are good. But I can be sorta annoying at times. I don’t wanna see them full of pain.
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viewofthenight replied to your post: If I choose any soccer teams, it will be from…Brasil :) Brazil is good, but doesn’t that country opperate with oppressors?
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viewofthenight replied to your post: If I choose any soccer teams, it will be from…Brasil :) Brazil is good, but doesn’t that country opperate with oppressors?
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